lavender thinks she actually might die, okay?

                    lavender rose brown.
                                                    HOW STRONG DO YOU THINK I AM?( Read more... )

I know strictly speaking you just like step into a fire place or pop away, but the commute from home (here meaning childhood home) to Diagon just feels so long. With all the clean up happening, I probably won't be moving back into my flat anytime soon.

But the shop should be back to normal business hours tomorrow, or you know, as normal as anything could be. Merete says we got lucky on that front and I guess she's right.

HEXED to DA in GOOD STANDING;;
You know, I've been thinking about it, and I think I would feel a lot safer if I had some sort of SOS device to carry around. I mean I think the lot of us with marks would feel that way because someone is trying to kill is and no one has been able to stop it in time or anything.

I mean, is that something the DMLE is thinking about doing? If not, then why not? Like seriously, what's keeping us safe? And I mean that's not even talking about like the mass insanity of the past day - all sorts of horrible things there.

And nothing is safe anymore.
/DA in GOOD STANDING

Alright world as it were, please save the I told you this would happen for later or never.

I just thought that I should let everyone know that there was an actual break in at my flat early this morning. The original database I collected was apparently stolen. While I've made sure that the appropriate people know, there were a bunch of anonymous people I couldn't so here it is.

Please be careful and take extra care to make sure that you're safe.

I'm sorry. Not that it fixes much, but I am sorry.

HEXED to DA in GOOD STANDING;;

I just saw her in my fireplace. In my flat.
Oh God.

/DA in GOOD STANDING

I feel considerably more human today, funny how like a decent lot of sleep can do that for a person. Honestly, it's the first time I've slept longer than an hour in over a week, so I'm going to take it for a personal win even if it might not actually be that.

HEXED to DA in GOOD STANDING;;
I'm sorry for missing the meeting last night - I was in no condition to get out of my bed let alone leave my flat. Hopefully some good things came from it and you know we're more on the same page right now, which would be the biggest help right now.

And you know, let me know what else I can be doing other than what I'm doing already.
/DA in GOOD STANDING


HEXED to MICHAEL CORNER;;
And you should come by this morning, afternoon, whenever, if you're not working because I figure I owe you breakfast, brunch, or some sort of baked good based meal because that's all I can actually manage for dealing with me the past couple of days and you know speaking on my behalf last night.
/MICHAEL

I just want to remind everyone about the database I've been collected regarding the repeated nightmares. I quite a few accounts already, but more would be particularly helpful - especially if you have detailed accounts of another person on the peripherals of the events in the dream.

I think I might be

In other news, in honour of Bonfire Night, there will be ginger-parkin muffins this morning and then bonfire toffee fairy cakes by lunch at Rising Loaf. Yes, two exciting new menu items for today only - unless you know they are seriously popular.

So, busy day ahead of me.

HEXED to BIANCA DUNSTAN;;
I

Would you be interested in meeting up and casting some divination? My energies are like all over the place right now, so having someone else to neutralize that sort of thing is always good.

And it's good to have someone else there who might get it, so I don't seem entirely crazy wrong or anything.
/BIANCA


HEXED to ANTHONY GOLDSTEIN;;
I have an appointment at St. Mungo's tomorrow and an afternoon with the desire to bake, so do you have any requests? Otherwise you'll just be at whims, which is currently all about using the food from my garden that I don't know how to cook with. Which is good, unless you know you have issues with squash, which I didn't think was possible, but apparently it is.

Any way, let me know if you'd like anything special or if anyone else had any particular likes.
/ANTHONY


I've been thinking about having Bailey live with me again. It might be nice to have a dog around the flat.

I don't know if

It's just

It was


I just really wish I could find the dress I want to wear right now.

I've generally been of the impression that once is chance. Twice might be something, but three times...I don't know. I think then there has to be more happening.

That being said, for a second night I have had the same nightmare. Except it wasn't really like a nightmare. Not really. The thing is I don't know what it was, except that other people have similar experiences.

I thought maybe, if people are willing to share, I want to compile the dreams into some sort of data and try to figure out what is happening because I don't think it's just going to stop. Yeah, optimistic I know, but it's just this feeling.

So, if you have had a nightmare the second night and maybe again last night, please consider writing it down and sending it to my attention by post. Be sure to include any details you remember about the dream as well as how you felt during and after.

Please spread the word to anyone not on the network. If you would like they can be anonymous, but knowing the source could help provide context. I will make a log of it, try to see if there is anything there and share any results that I do find. Although I won't go around sharing the details of the dreams with everyone.

PRIVATE to LAVENDER;;
I just can't stop thinking about it. It was there, it is there, in the cards. I mean, I don't think it's over. It's just -- last night I actually felt normal and now... back to being me again.

Only you know that plus dealing with this. God. You-Know-Who couldn't kill him...but something did. Maybe something worse. I'm sure if I've eaten anything I would be sick.

I can't even...

What does it mean? Three of swords, wheel of fortune reversed.

And I've left my cards at Hannah's.
/LAVENDER

( rising loaf, diagon alley, london )

( Lavender Brown at twenty-three, a survey )